Reflections

How am I different on the days I take the time for prayer and personal devotion in the morning?

1. I start the day with a positive outlook
2. Immediately after spending time in this way I feel as if I am prepared to conquer whatever comes at me in the day.
3. I AM better prepared when problems arise and situations occur that challenge me throughout the day.
4. Things actually go better on the mornings that I get up early to spend time with the Lord than on the days I sleep later.
5. I reflect on that time throughout the day and think of the Lord more than on the days that I sleep later.
6. I am more patient with my family.
7. I feel happier (which is important any time of year, but especially February - it's always been a rough month for me with feelings of depression)

Okay, so what are the days like when I don't take time out for the Lord as my first activity of the day?

1. I quite often start the day thinking about all the "stuff" I have to do and get anxious about how I will fit it all in.
2. I get frustrated easily with my children, and it actually seems as if they provoke me more (?)
3. I get anxious easier when problems arise and situations occur that are not going "according to plan".
4. I think about "my problems" and how "I" can correct them
5. I struggle with impatience throughout the day, especially with my children, but mostly with the dog ;)
6. I struggle with grumpiness and get depressed easier.
7. I end the day with more regrets, feeling unhappy about how I handled things.

For those of you who know me well, you know I have had my complaints of the "rules" of Bible Study Fellowship. However, I know the Lord placed me there for a reason. We are studying the book of Matthew and what an awesome experience to be reminded of all the examples that Jesus provides. EVERY time that Jesus needed refreshment or wisdom he saught his Heavenly Father and was provided with His needs. He took time out of His activities to discuss things with the Lord for confirmation and guidance. The Lord knew that I really needed to sit down and review the life of Jesus, His examples, His teachings and to be reminded of the undeserving grace that He gave to me.